I thought the world had forgotten about me, and most days, I was glad for it. But when a scrappy boy with dirt on his face and secrets in his eyes wandered into my dying orchard, I realized life still had a few surprises left for an old woman like me.
The orchard stretched out before me, bathed in the soft gold of sunset. I walked slowly between the rows, my hand brushing the gnarled trunks of trees. These trees held memories as they were the same trees that my husband, John, had planted when we married 47 years ago.
It had been five years since he’d passed — five years of tending these trees alone.
They were his pride — our legacy. Or so we’d thought.
I paused by the old bench where we used to sit, sharing a jug of lemonade and talking about the future that had seemed so certain then. Our initials were still carved into the big oak tree nearby, a little faded but holding strong. L + J.
The world keeps moving, I thought, even when your heart begs it to stay still.
A few hours later, I was pulling weeds near the front gate when Brian’s truck rumbled up the drive. My son always arrived the same way. With a cloud of dust and worry.
He hopped out, wearing his usual concerned frown, waving a thick manila envelope at me.
“Mom, we need to talk,” he said before I could even wipe my hands.
I straightened up, feeling the familiar ache in my lower back. “What now, Brian?”
He held out the envelope. “Mr. Granger made a new offer to buy the orchard. It’s good money. Real good. Enough for you to get a nice condo in town. No more breaking your back out here.”
I took the envelope but didn’t open it. This was the third offer in six months.
“I’m not ready,” I said.
Brian sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. “Mom, you’re 70. This place is falling apart. What are you even hanging onto it for? Dad’s been gone five years.”
I looked past him to the orchard, to the trees heavy with apples and the sunlight catching on their leaves like a thousand tiny mirrors.
“I need time,” I said, tucking the envelope under my arm.
I nodded, seeing the genuine concern in his eyes. Brian meant well, even if he didn’t understand. After losing his father and then his wife to cancer two years ago, he’d become obsessed with controlling what little he could — including me.
But the thought of leaving this place felt like dying twice.
